In Exile
2003
1.Million flies
2.Pray pray pray
3.Hope
4.No Fuzz, no Buzz,
Back to Rock`n`Roll
5.Living in
the line of fire
6.Knick-Knack-Paddy-Wack
7.Money making
machine
8.Movie
9.Rain of Roses
10.Search for truth
11.Thanking
blessed Mary
12.When you sleep
MILLION FLIES
Wake up afraid
nightmares again
haven't slept for three days
the parasite attacking me again
dramatic by night
paranoia by day
so I swallow some pills
hoping for the pain to go away
Ohnonoohno I'm losing my senses
Ohnonoohno I'm building up fences
talk to myself
what’s so ever the case
no commonsense
now I'm imaginimg all kind of things
so lay on my floor
locked in this room
taking up in the cokes
see the world through a kaleidoscope
Ohnonoohno I'm losing my senses
Ohnonoohno I'm building op fences
a million flies are on their way
and they won't go go away
a million flies I fear to stay
and they won't go go away
I wanna go back
back in the room
see the grave-digger
smiling to me waiting at the domb
caught in the trap so please help me go out
cause I'm sick of fighting
come and pinch me
Tell me I'm just dreaming
Ohnonoohno I'm loosing my senses
Ohnonoohno I'm loosing my fences
Million flies...
oh oh oh oh oh oh .....
Million flies...
PRAY
PRAY PRAY
World is like a river,
of which we drink but our sins pollute the water
And now the river is flooded
so we must build an ark of faith
and trust in divine providence
I was in a room of darkness
wasn't enough to open a window for air
I had to unlock the door
so I searched for the key
but what I found was our Lady of Medjugorje, saying to
Pray pray pray pray pray pray pray for a happier day
Pray pray pray pray pray pray pray the lord will show you the way
Me and my brothers and sisters
we were struggling between heaven and hell
We found it hard to understand
how we got sunk into a spirale
of negative and demonic spells
So we went on a pilgrimage
searching for healing and the heavenly wells
We came across a wise man
telling us children it's very simple
conversion, mess, the sacraments and
Pray pray pray...
Need childlike faith to enter into heaven
Till the harvesters come don't be afraid
We all have our crosses to carry
If we carry them humbley
There's no need to worry
If we forgive we'll be forgiven
Then our purified hearts will feel the presence
of god's eternal love burn inside
I ain't no religious expert
but I don't have to be
to know that god ain't illusion
I testify what I witness
cause a faith without acts is a dead faith
That's why I wrote this song so we can
Pray pray pray...
HOPE
I remember a state of suicide
Standing out a window opened wide
Hold on hold on I heard a voice inside
I've come back to my childhood happiness
The grace of god has filled my emptiness
Hold on hold on
There is hope in my soul
There is hope, there is hope for me now
See my generation lost in lies
Growing up in broken household fights
Hold on hold on to the voice inside
Hidden heroes don't get televised
Daily saving their lost brothers' lives
Hold on hold on
There is hope in our souls
There is hope, there is hope for us all
No, no I didn't learn, no I didn't learn
`till my hands got burned
no, no we never learn, no we never learn
until our fingers burn
There is hope in my soul
There is hope, there is hope for me now
There is hope in our soul
There is hope for us all
Hold on hold on hold on hold on
NO FUZZ, NO BUZZ
BACK TO ROCK`N`ROLL
Deep down the ocean is where I'm going
Away from the surface that evil has woven
'cause believing lies is like eating rotten apples
fighting through the jungle in this world of wackos
blown by the wind or taken
by the current and being hurried
to be buried is what you inherit
grow up with mass media manipulation
perverting present and future generations
Bridge:
Gotta be as wise a snake
And gentle as a dove
I'd rather be a manacay then a fake
As long as I work out of love
Alive for heaven's sake but just believing
Is not enough
Chorus
No fuzz, no buzz back to rock'n'roll
No fuzz, no buzz back to rock'n'roll
No fuzz, no buzz back to rock'n'roll songs
If I'm not in the solution I'm in the problem
Just one man's opinion amongst 6 billion
Politically incorrect even if that nails me dead
'cause someone gotta stop… to break the silence
Bridge
Chorus
Live what you preach the fruits of this tree
Is what we will see
Live what you preach keep your spirit free
From the thorns and the weeds
Chorus
LIVING IN THE LINE OF
FIRE
Surgeon doctor driving in
his Audi in
the holy land
A soldier stops him
For his papers
"open up the trunk"
he demands
he built a bunker
with his partner up
in Bethlehemto treat the patients in
cases of emergency
storming in
to know who's right
who's wrong
depends which side you're on
to know who's right,
who's wrong
depends which side you're on
Bomb explosions just
Outside of Westbank
In the early morn
And bullets blasting a building
Where daily little babies are born
A young reporter trying to get the story
For the news back home
Captured pictures of a shot down son
In the crying arms of his mum
To know who's right, who's wrong
Depends which side you're on
To know who's right, who's wrong
Depends which side you're on
Chorus:
Living in the line of fire
On either side of the barbwire
Living in the line of fire
On either side of the barbwire
In this war
A new peace process
In supposes to bring an end
End to all the shedded tears
It's hard to stop this turmoil going on
Between these countries for years
Cause the youth gets driven
By deeply rooted hatred
In their bloods
This endless madness
Escalating conflicts
Make me sick in the guts
To know who's right, who's wrong...
Chorus:
Living in the line of fire....
Living in the line of fire...
The lord will send his angels down
The kingdom come, they will be done
On earth as it is up in heaven
The lord will send his angels down
Someday, us children, will be judged
We don't know when
We must keep watch
To know who's right, who's wrong...
Thy kingdom come
Thy will be done
Thy kingdom come
Thy will be done....
Chorus:
living in the line of fire...
Living in the line of fire...
KNICK-KNACK-PADDY-WACK
This old man he played one
He played knick-knack on my drum
Knick-knack-paddy-wack
Give a dog a bone
This old man came
Rolling home
This old man he played two
He played knick-knack on my shoe
Knick-knack-paddy-wack
Give a dog a bone
This old man came
Rolling home
This old man he player three
He played knick-knack on my tree
Knick-knack-paddy-wack...
Give a dog a bone
This old man came
Rolling home
This old man the played four
He played knick-knack on my door
Knick-knack-paddy-wack...
Give a dog a bone
This old man came
Rolling home
This old man he played five
He played knick-knack on my hive
Knick-knack-paddy-wack
Give a dog a bone
This old man came
Rolling home
This old man he played six
He played knick-knack on my sticks
Knick-knack-paddy-wack
Give a dog a bone
This old man came
Rolling home
This old man he played seven
He played knick-knack up in heaven
Knick-knack-paddy-wack
Give a dog a bone
This old man came
Rolling home
This old man he played eight
He played knick-knack on my gate
Knick-knack-paddy-wack
Give a dog a bone
This old man came
Rolling home
This old man he played nine
He played knick-knack on my line
Knick-knack-paddy-wack
Give a dog a bone
This old man came
Rolling home
This old man he played ten
He played knick-knack on my (hen)
Knick-knack-paddy-wack
Give a dog a bone
This old man came
Rolling home
This old man came rolling home
This old man came rolling home
This old man came rolling home
MONEY MAKING MACHINE
A girl ran away at ten years old
Too mcuh violence in her household
Then a man drove by
Offering candy
No one heard her cry
Please help me
You can trade a child for money
Through the internet or on the
Streets of Bali
Just tell me how so far
Before the end of war
Between the good and evil
Poor, poor, poor, poor
Poor little girl
Poor, poor, poor, poor
Poor innocent girl
Money making machine
Call an angel a little child is in danger
Cause she's hidden in, hidden in
Circles of paedophiles
Money making machine
Call an angel a little child is in danger
Cause she's hidden in, hidden in
Circles of paedophiles
Money making machine
Every soul is sacred and it's
A mortal crime when we break it
There's so much to be said
In this subject
Of children brought to death
After used as objects
Poor,poor, poor, poor
Poor little boy
Poor, poor, poor, poor,
Poor innocent boy
Poor, poor, poor, poor
Poor little boy
Money making machine
Call an angel a little child is in danger
Cause he's hidden in, hidden in
Circles of paedophiles
Money making machine
Call an angel a little child is in danger
Cause he's hidden in, hidden in
Circles of paedophiles
Money making machine
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Poor, poor, poor, poor
Poor little girl
Poor, poor, poor, poor
Poor innocent boy
Poor, poor, poor, poor
Poor little girl
Money making machine
Call an angel a little child is in danger
Cause she's hidden in, hidden in
Circles of paedophiles
Money making machine
Call an angel a little child is in danger
Cause he's hidden in, hidden in circles of paedophiles
Money making machine
Call an angel a little child is in danger
Cause he's hidden in, hidden in
Circles of paedophiles
MOVIE
I was in a public toilet
Trying to take a quick pee
This man standing next to me said
"I've seen you on TV, can you please
Sign this paper fot my daughter Rosie
And smile while I
Take a picture"
A paparazzi man tried
To make me understand
"This is how I make a
living, I'm not even you fan"
after chasing me through town
with a camera in each hand
tonight you'll be in the paper
Chorus:
I feel like if I'm
In a Movie
I feel like if I'm
In a Movie
If you sell a million records
You're a celebrity and
Get invited to all the parties
of the VIP's
It's like swimming in a pool
with sharks of
the M-industry
oh gosh, what have i
gotten into
there's a negative and positive side
to money and fame
and I'd be lieing if
I told you I haven't changed, I'm the same
Yet the irony remains
You can't get used to it or tamed
So smile when they take your picture
Chorus:
I feel like if I'm in a Movie...
Yeah yeah yeah
I'm in a Movie
Yeah yeah yeah
I'm in a movie
Yeah yeah I'm in a
Well I got a couple of
Awards in my studio back home
My manager and agent
Constantly on the phone
But what's the sense of all this
If i wake up alone?
"You got the leading part
in this big picture"
Chorus:
I feel like if I'm in a movie...
Yeah yeah yeah, I'm in a movie...
RAIN OF ROSES
Saint Theresa little flower
During your short life on earth
You became a mirror of
Angelic purity
Of love as strong as death
Abd wholehearted abandonment to God
Now that you rejoice in your reward
Turn your eyes of mercy upon me
For I so ardently desire
Chorus:
A rain of roses on my head
A rain of roses at my hour of death
Shower roses on my head
Shower roses at my hour of death
Obtain for me the need to keep
My heart and mind pure like your own
To receive the hoped for grace
From the Lord's infinite Goodness
I put all my confidence in you
Your "little way" has reached me too
Yes I implore you
Intercession
For I so ardently desire
Chorus:
A rain of roses..
Shower of roses...
Little by little I come to Littleness
Little by little to serve and love Him best
Little by little I'm on your "little Way"
Saint Theresa of the Child Jesus
Oh I so ardently desire
Chorus:
Rain of roses...
Shower roses on my head
Shower roses, shower roses
Search for truth
I denied the truth that
Was written in my heart
I demanded proof before
My faith could really start
Religion has its
Weakness when it's
Runned by men
And man isn't perfect
That took a while to understand
People places and things
Are easily accused
For weak decisions
Consciously of subconsciously choosed
I ask myself each day
What are the right things to do
There's so much information that's untrue
Chorus:
I'm on my search for truth
Cause i urge for you
I'm on my search for truth
Cause I urge for you
I'm on my search for thruth
On my search for you
I find you can be nothing
if it's nothing you believe in
and the consequences of
half truths are deceiving
I'm in the learning process
Of loving as myself
In a state of the art
I come to knowledge of
My inner wealth
Lies and sins interfere
With my intelligence
And will and my faith get tested
Every time my body falls ill
By following nature's laws
That have been there
From the start
I strive to pridelessness
In the heart
Chorus:
I'm on my search for truth...
I denied the truth
that was written In my heart
it took me a few crucial
wacks before I could
really start
searching for the meaning and
my mission in this life
which brought me back to
dreams of children with my future wife
travelling miles to find
old values in this present day
it's hard to stay on track
when temptation doesn't stay away
"do to others as you would have them do to you"
that's my motto i hope
you have one too
Chorus:
I'm on my search for truth...
Search for truth, urge for you
Search for truth, I'm on my search for you
THANKING
BLESSED MARY
Such a beautiful site
Entered into my life
My interest conquered the fright
To meet the mother of all light
My pounding heart rose in speed
When she planted a seed
In the deepest essence of me
It was the day my spirit was freed
Chorus:
Oh I'm thanking blesses Mary
For light divine
Thanking blessed Mary
For light divine
Thanking blessed Mary
For light
Temptation messed me around
She picked me up from
The ground
And taught me to never let go
Of you God given soul
But sometimes I still lose my mind
When life is cruel and unkind
But it's when I suffer, that I learn
In a repenting heart
Love will burn
Chorus:
Oh I'm thanking blesse Mary
For light divine
Thanking blessed Mary
For light divine
Thanking blessed Mary
For light
Oh I'm thanking....
And now i met Jesus
Her son
With the Holy Spirit
I've begun
A pilgrimage to heaven above
To our Father's kingdom of love
Ave, ave, ave Maria
Gracia plena, gracia plena
WHEN YOU SLEEP
So patiently they wait
For the given birth date
While buying clothes
And dipers
Through modern technology
They watch so carefully
The growing little fingers
Good night miracle of love
Sleep tight, I'll sing
You a lullaby
After nine months in the womb
You were finally born in June
A new member in the family
At the fire they sit you're lying
In the cribb
Rocked by mom and daddy
Good night miracle of love
Sleep tight, I'll sing you
A lullaby
Chorus:
Cause when you sleep
You look like an angel,
You look like an angel to me
Oh when you sleep
You look like an angel
You look like an angel to me
A fever since yesterday
New teeth are on their way
The growing pains have started
Every minute that you live
Is a miracle God gives
The heavens are delighted
Good night miracle of love
Sleep tight, I'll sing you
A lullaby
Chorus:
Oh when you sleep
you look like an angel
you look like an angel to me
oh when you sleep
you look like an angel
you look like an angel to me
oh when you sleep
Our hardened hearts
Melted like wax
The day you came into
our lives
enchanted by your laughing cracks
and very soon you'll be baptised
miracle of love
sleep tight I'll sing you
a lullaby
Chorus:
Cause when you sleep
You look like an angel
You look like an angel to me
Oh when you sleep
You look like an angel
You look like an angel to me
Oh when you sleep
